So That's me right now. My hair is up. But i cant find my glasses.. so whatever. I think Alex stole them =[[ haha I just got home from the movie gallery. I rented some stupid movies. They're both about sex, drugs, && rock-n-roll tho, so i hope they're good lol. Umm.. i dunno what else to say. I feel good today. Pretty spectacular. But the song im listening to is making me very sad. It's called "Mad World" idk who its by, it was on a Gears of War commercial once. =[
Thursday im going to the Minnesota State Fair so, come find me. I'll be signing autographs and taking pictures that day. =D Alsooo drop Alex a line, he's feelin kinda down www.myspace.com/alexzomg Add him if you would like. lol His daddy is drinking again... stupid man. Well yea, I think im gunna hit the town... maybe go for a drink. Idk, Ill be in cambridge the next couple hours so HIT ME UP FOOLS.

BiTCHES GET STiTCHES.
-Brea bonfirewantstokickasssss

Oh the adventure with Alexander Anderson(&friends)

=]
The only downside to the past couple days was the NO SERVICE part.
Gahhh
So Alex, Charley, Amy, and I were recently in Duluth.
We rode cute little bikes around the lighthouses and down sidewalks.
Me and amy wore cutecutecute dresses whilest the boys were in their usual rocker wardrobe. haha
Me and Alex went back to the old days during the SKA dances... aka:

the sweeper dance.
hahaha
We had a block partaypartay of our own by all the clothing shops in Duluth. =]
Ugh, i had so much fun, All the laughs on the 5 hour drive.. telling story after story
There was a big storm the day we pitched our tent in a canadian campground and it wrecked EVERYTHING. it suckedddd
Everything on the television was in French. It hurt my braaaain.

=]
Breabonfirefirefire&&Alexander Anderson reporting live from the land of magic and wonder (aka Alex's office)

Angels Wont Lie

My friend Raffaele Constantino just wrote me a song.
It's so good. He's italian so he has an accent and its reallyreally cool. haha

the song is sooo good
hes a really good singerrr

if you're a fan of the light popy melodic stuff go listen to Your Taste is My Attention by Lydia

-breabonfired

Yourscenesucks.com

That is thee funniest sight on the entire interweb.

Hahaha popcore dork is the funniest. just the "stoked on life" part.

I know alot of brutal kids and scene whores. gotta lovelovelove it.

Sososo, I'm going to Duluth tomorrow on our way up to Canada So Mememe, and Amy are gunna wear prettayprettay dresses and get cute little bikes and ride around the waters =]
Alex and Charley are coming along tototo. ^-^ But so is Alex's bitchaybitchay sister. ugh.

Ohohoh well. Gotta love the summer times. =]

p.s. To all my Cambridge-Isanti viewers. I will be attending your school this year.
So come say hi. lol


I have to take a class called "Teen Survival" i think they might throw us out in the african jungle with only a pocket knife and an animal cracker box.
Im ready for it. hahaha

-BREABONFIREd

p.p.s I wont be on this for the next week so leave me stuffs.

-LOVE-

Ughmuffuh.

i now have a weird facination with zebra stripes.

...haha? lol

sososo me and Alexander Anderson are going to the Rage Against the Machine concert.
woohooohoohaaa lol.. idk...

I saw a korean guy that looked like Hayden from Red. lol
he was like........ 5ft tall tho. xD

To all of you gum chewers, i found a new kind that is amazingly yummay.. Orbit Positively Pomegranate.
*thumbs up

-breabonfireD

Basho!

Banana tree!

Mother trucker.

So, every youth group i go to, i always bring Kate right? cuz she's like.. my other half.
Well today, i went to a New Hope meeting and NOBODY TALKED TO ME because KATE wasn't there.
Same thing at Sonshine.. because Kate wasnt there NOBODY TALKED TO ME from the youth group.
Same thing at Forrest's going away party. NOBODY TALKED TO ME because Kate wasn't there.
Oh guess what, Two weeks ago at the New Hope Picnic, NOBODY TALKED TO ME because Kate wasn't there.

This is bullshivism.

Ohohoh yea, I'm changing schools. Brea bonfire will now be attending the Cambridge-Isanti High School.
Say hello cambridge-isanti.

oh, Kate might be going too.

Gah.

I'm so confused.

Alex wont text me back for advice.

Gaaaaahhhhh!!

...he doesnt know...

he's leaving.
im probably never going to see him again.
there's so much i want to tell him.
but i just cant.

i dont know what to do.

blah... whatever..

moving on.. i just completed an awesome hardcore song called "X marks the spot"
with a little help from Alexander Anderson.. the one and only.. you can thank him for the guitar line. wooooo
plus the bridge is killer.
=D

The story of a Ghost.

Ghost Edward Nintildea.
Died June 21st 2008.
He was 16 years old.
His leukemia came back after 4 years of being cancer free.
He was my best friend.
He's in heaven now.

His mother just stopped by my house. She found a notebook we had a long time ago filled with little notes and photographs.
I grew up with him. I miss him more than you could imagine. He always made me laugh until i thought my spleen would explode.

He helped write the song "Not A Dream" by VIP Royalty.
That song will always be my favorite because of him.

He was the highlight of my last 16 years.

Thank you Ghost.
Even though death got the best of you, you're still my hero =]
And you're still a bitch for dropping my birthday cupcake. =]]

<333
There's so much more to say. But i can't think about it right now.

These words i am due for.

There were thousands of days as we traveled down North Road, and I remember my uncle on his last day, and how I would kill to shake his hand again. and on goes the battle of years upon years. my father's eyes bring me solace, and his look of focus I try to instill. as my mother reads as an example of strength beyond strength, and with her I became me. There are two girls with whom I've known longer than anyone, and my debt to them is lifetime. the gathering of boys I rely on, know exactly who they are and I will build their protection with bloody hands. some were dealt knuckles and some delivered kisses, but initially my heart was in the right place. there are times when being engulfed by mountains are the only signs of safety I know. and I realize I think this way out of neglection and at the exact thought I reclaim those days of scenery. there are places like the bluffs in Kasilof and the gravel pits in Sand Lake that most of us will never forget. those are the things I wanted to speak of, those are the things that I dream about, those are the things that I will definitely die with.

Absent are the Saints...

fer fucks sake.

why is everybody avoiding me on my return?

ughh

Today i got home and everything is so boring.

ONCEONCEONCE moreee to make up for lost time.

Soooo.... RYAN OLIVIERA wants to take me out for dinner and a movie.

if you dont know who ryan oliviera is.. ill show him.. right here:

yah... him.
im kinda scared to. he's really hardcore.
but i trust him. =]
Idk.. it's weird...

Alexander is being funnayfunnay by trying to play phone tag with me.
lol
stupidhoe. ill get him back. =]

so....

For the sake of breaking

omfg guys.. i dont know right now.. im confused.. and i still understand everything that's going on right now.
I dont like men that dont have the balls to do something.
Like ask a girl out..
its not that hard fella's...

UGH life just sucks.
but yet its awesome at the same time...
SWIRLING EMOTIONS.
omg..

HELP ME!!

Skin and Atmosphere

I havent blogged in like.. fer ever.
Sorry guys haha

umm.... So i recently was introduced to my poetic side...
Im workin on it. lol

Alex just went home. He's such a hornball. jkjk lolol
I love Alexander Anderson. He's fabulous. lol

leave me stuffs. =]
Dont be nothin' but skin and atmosphere ;]