Crazy day.

I was in shear panic today because i asked a stupid question.
and got the exact answer i was hoping not to get. He just said "i dont like you like that" i mean.. there's more too it, cuz we have SO much in common. It's just he can't tell me im ugly.... ugh, i may be ugly, but they sure love to stare.
so i got really sad and disgusted with myself.
Then i told alex and he came over.
we fought on msn for a while, jokingly of courseeee whilst he was in my living room and i was in the dining room. ell oh ellll!

then he played me a song on the guitar as i sipped hot chocolate in my pjs with my hair a mess and makeup coming offfff.

i honestly dont know why he can put up with me like this =]

he keeps saying lame knock knock jokes to make me laugh and laugh.
like some stupid one about an interrupting cow. GAY! lol

now he just left... and i feel like shit again.
stupid boys. =]

-brea.