So today was INSANE!!!
Woke up late,
Had to get a ride into schoolio.
SUCKED.
Couldnt drink my coffee, too busy painting Framing Hanley.
Blahblah Biology, TestTestTest.
Lunch = Fun. Kaleb is hilarious.
Chemistry, GREAT. Brian and I are friendskies again =DDDD Wooo,
I realized it takes tooo much time and effffort to hate someone xD
Passing time.... the weardest thing happened. I was already shitfaced tired, so i was all like spaaacing out talking to peter, when i got hit in the head, then someone grabbed my hair to mess it up, my 1st reaction is to bend down and freak out, so i did. then when my face was pointed towards the ground i was pushed into this circle of people that wouldnt stop spinning me around and pushing me everywhere when FINALLY, Tiffiny saved me.
Fuck tiffiny,
I love you.
It was the craziest shit in the world,
i didnt know what the fuck was going on.
LOVED IT. haha
So, English... TestTestTest I ACED IT btw. =]
Go Brea!
Thennnnnn i rode the busss with mybestfriend Steph. She's so hilarious,
God i love her. =P
We do the craziest shit.
That was my day for anyone who cares.
=D
-breah
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
What the truck
Things have changed...
Maybe it's just my imagination.
Oh wellll,
It's so worth it.
I love him. =]
I love youuuu.
Youuuuu.
-brea
Maybe it's just my imagination.
Oh wellll,
It's so worth it.
I love him. =]
I love youuuu.
Youuuuu.
-brea
Monday, April 27, 2009
Ahhh... blah;
Sometimes i wonder if what people tell me is the truth.
I know lies are everywhere, but who's to say there's really anything legit in the world.
Maybe i shouldnt even care....
it's just the internet.
Right?
Ugh... I think we're on different levels... and im above his.
=/
-brea
I know lies are everywhere, but who's to say there's really anything legit in the world.
Maybe i shouldnt even care....
it's just the internet.
Right?
Ugh... I think we're on different levels... and im above his.
=/
-brea
Schooltizzle-
So... Me and tiffiny are at school riiiiight now.
Painting class.
Boring as explitive.
blahblahblah
I LOVE METH
and tiffiny
-brea
Painting class.
Boring as explitive.
blahblahblah
I LOVE METH
and tiffiny
-brea
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Understanding the World Pt. 3 [Depression]
Today has been a depressing day.
If you don't know me very well,
I absolutely love giving advice and helping people. even if its just a person they can vent to, im here. ill listen.
im extremely understanding.
So today, a few people talked to me about the feeling of being inadequate to the world.
I would like to let each and every one of you know,
You're not. At all.
You are EVERYTHING to the world. The future of every human being is all based on each individual.
Each person means something to the world, whether it be big or small.
Depression isn getting to be a major issue.
So, here's my advice to everyone who's depressed right now:
LET IT OUT.
You could tell me,
You could tell your family,
You could tell your closest friend.
Get someone else's outlook on the situation.
If you don't know why you're depressed, Get some ice cream. If you cant eat ice cream cuz your on some crazy diet, That's probably why you're depressed, so do it anyway.
Point being,
everyone gets depressed. but trust me, the hours you spend happy will drastically outweigh the hours you spend sad if you just look on the bright side.
So open up.
If there's one person in the world that will always be there for you
It's me.
Trust me.
If you don't know me very well,
I absolutely love giving advice and helping people. even if its just a person they can vent to, im here. ill listen.
im extremely understanding.
So today, a few people talked to me about the feeling of being inadequate to the world.
I would like to let each and every one of you know,
You're not. At all.
You are EVERYTHING to the world. The future of every human being is all based on each individual.
Each person means something to the world, whether it be big or small.
Depression isn getting to be a major issue.
So, here's my advice to everyone who's depressed right now:
LET IT OUT.
You could tell me,
You could tell your family,
You could tell your closest friend.
Get someone else's outlook on the situation.
If you don't know why you're depressed, Get some ice cream. If you cant eat ice cream cuz your on some crazy diet, That's probably why you're depressed, so do it anyway.
Point being,
everyone gets depressed. but trust me, the hours you spend happy will drastically outweigh the hours you spend sad if you just look on the bright side.
So open up.
If there's one person in the world that will always be there for you
It's me.
Trust me.
Understanding the World Pt. 2 [i love you?]
So, i was in the car with two good friends of mine driving to Mora,
and we started having this conversation about Love.
And i have a question that seriously needs to be asked... but it's impossible to answer.
Does anyone really know what love is?
I've heard it all comes down to being happy with someone.
I've heard it's making sacrifices for that person.
I've heard it doesnt matter whether you're happy or not, it is how it is.
I've heard so many different things and in reality, definitions are all over the place.
But why can't it be all of the above?
You can be unhappy for a day or two, and then get over it and be happy.
You can make sacrifice after sacrifice along the way.
What if having the ultimate love for someone means sacrificing YOUR happiness, for theirs?
People throw around the term "love" like it's just another word to be drenched in ironic literary terms.
If you say it, mean it.
Heartbreak isn't an option anymore.
-brea
and we started having this conversation about Love.
And i have a question that seriously needs to be asked... but it's impossible to answer.
Does anyone really know what love is?
I've heard it all comes down to being happy with someone.
I've heard it's making sacrifices for that person.
I've heard it doesnt matter whether you're happy or not, it is how it is.
I've heard so many different things and in reality, definitions are all over the place.
But why can't it be all of the above?
You can be unhappy for a day or two, and then get over it and be happy.
You can make sacrifice after sacrifice along the way.
What if having the ultimate love for someone means sacrificing YOUR happiness, for theirs?
People throw around the term "love" like it's just another word to be drenched in ironic literary terms.
If you say it, mean it.
Heartbreak isn't an option anymore.
-brea
Monday, April 20, 2009
bleepbloop; new hair
whompwhompwhomp
tonight is april mayhem at my school
HUGEass concert deal,
it may be lame,
it may be epic,
we shall see.
dyed my hair crayzay last night:
tonight is april mayhem at my school
HUGEass concert deal,
it may be lame,
it may be epic,
we shall see.
dyed my hair crayzay last night:
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Brea 2.0;
As many of you know,
Im a nice kid.
I'd sacrifice anything for the sake of any one of you.
Well,
im changing that. Im fed up with getting used.
everything i've done has gotten me left behind in the world while everyone else advances.
im not getting anything this way.
people have proved manymany times that i can help them as much as possible, but whenever its my turn to be helped, i get nothing.
So here's how im going to fix it:
I DONT CARE.
Keep your problems to yourself.
-brea.
Im a nice kid.
I'd sacrifice anything for the sake of any one of you.
Well,
im changing that. Im fed up with getting used.
everything i've done has gotten me left behind in the world while everyone else advances.
im not getting anything this way.
people have proved manymany times that i can help them as much as possible, but whenever its my turn to be helped, i get nothing.
So here's how im going to fix it:
I DONT CARE.
Keep your problems to yourself.
-brea.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Well today...
SUCKED. not really, but kinda.
I was just super angry at the world, but it still was a good day.
i reallywannapunchmoreface.
xD
Tomorrow = Anoka? North Branch Battle of the Bands. Cambridge. Mora?
Yeah. lol
so... message me if you want innnn.
=]
ily allll
-brea
I was just super angry at the world, but it still was a good day.
i reallywannapunchmoreface.
xD
Tomorrow = Anoka? North Branch Battle of the Bands. Cambridge. Mora?
Yeah. lol
so... message me if you want innnn.
=]
ily allll
-brea
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Understanding the World (pt. 1) [i love you]
There are few things in this world that keep me sane.
One of them being music. Music in all forms.
The others are simply people.
Four people stand out;
I thought i'd take a little time to express my appreciation for them here.
it's not much but... i think you'll get the message.
Cathrine- My sister. My mindtwin. My Best Friend. We've worked hard for that title. Through everything and everything we've stuck it out. My favorite memories are memories with you. My favorite stories are stories with you. We grew up together. We know everything about eachother, without you i'd honestly be so lost. You keep me grounded. you keep me honest. No matter what happens you'll always be my sister, but i am proud to call you My Best Friend.
Ryan- If there was one thing in this world that keeps me at peace, it's your laugh. Most of the time im pretty sure you're laughing at how lame i am, but i dont care. You are so different, and i know it may be a bit cliche, but it wouldnt have been coined a cliche if it wasnt real. i feel like i can tell you everything, i may not get the response i was looking for, but it's something. It feels like i've known you forever, even if its only been weeks. you constantly make me smile, you constantly make me feel all tingly inside. it seems as a human, i wish for manymany things, and right now.. it seems everything i wish for revolves around you. i know you're probably reading this with a dorkass smile on your face, i want you to know that this is real. we'll go far. i know it. every time i talk to you, i wish it'd never end. i wish i could be there for you, for everything. so lets dork it up as much as possible =]
Steph- Omigosh. Steph,steph,steph. You are thee funnest chick ever. You're sooo awesomeeee. everything we do is so chill. I swear, me and you could make anythinganythinganything fun. Taking myspace surveys =] watching sean of the dead,
eating those weird chocolate booze things. =X painting up a storm. it may seem stupid to the outside world, but when you're in.... wow. i can't even describe how much fun you are. xD you are my best friend, and i wouldnt have it any other way.
Alex- Ever since we were kids, you were always the crazy one. You never shut up. You never listened to parental figures. You did your own thing, and got away with it. You can talk your way out of anyyything. Thats what i love =] every single day we hang out, its such an adventure. Sitting in my living room with guitars is an adventure in its own. Fond memories that i will neverever forget. I know we've sort of grown apart over the last couple months and im sorry. I want my best friend back, Alex. You were everything in my life. You're one of the few people that know the real me, and will stick around anyway. you always made me laugh in the stupidest ways possible. you could make washing dishes the funnest thing in the world. you're the only one that can talk me into packing my bags and roadtripping to canada for a weekend. i need you back in my life. Please. i miss my bestie.
And to Carissa:
I dont know if you'll read this but... i miss you. i miss our stupid conversations. i miss playing Dr. Phil with you and brian in random bathrooms. i wish i could take everything i said back. you'll always have a spot under "best friend" in my life. i hope one of these days you'll forgive me for being so selfish.
i love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart.
goodnight world
-brea
One of them being music. Music in all forms.
The others are simply people.
Four people stand out;
I thought i'd take a little time to express my appreciation for them here.
it's not much but... i think you'll get the message.
Cathrine- My sister. My mindtwin. My Best Friend. We've worked hard for that title. Through everything and everything we've stuck it out. My favorite memories are memories with you. My favorite stories are stories with you. We grew up together. We know everything about eachother, without you i'd honestly be so lost. You keep me grounded. you keep me honest. No matter what happens you'll always be my sister, but i am proud to call you My Best Friend.
Ryan- If there was one thing in this world that keeps me at peace, it's your laugh. Most of the time im pretty sure you're laughing at how lame i am, but i dont care. You are so different, and i know it may be a bit cliche, but it wouldnt have been coined a cliche if it wasnt real. i feel like i can tell you everything, i may not get the response i was looking for, but it's something. It feels like i've known you forever, even if its only been weeks. you constantly make me smile, you constantly make me feel all tingly inside. it seems as a human, i wish for manymany things, and right now.. it seems everything i wish for revolves around you. i know you're probably reading this with a dorkass smile on your face, i want you to know that this is real. we'll go far. i know it. every time i talk to you, i wish it'd never end. i wish i could be there for you, for everything. so lets dork it up as much as possible =]
Steph- Omigosh. Steph,steph,steph. You are thee funnest chick ever. You're sooo awesomeeee. everything we do is so chill. I swear, me and you could make anythinganythinganything fun. Taking myspace surveys =] watching sean of the dead,
eating those weird chocolate booze things. =X painting up a storm. it may seem stupid to the outside world, but when you're in.... wow. i can't even describe how much fun you are. xD you are my best friend, and i wouldnt have it any other way.
Alex- Ever since we were kids, you were always the crazy one. You never shut up. You never listened to parental figures. You did your own thing, and got away with it. You can talk your way out of anyyything. Thats what i love =] every single day we hang out, its such an adventure. Sitting in my living room with guitars is an adventure in its own. Fond memories that i will neverever forget. I know we've sort of grown apart over the last couple months and im sorry. I want my best friend back, Alex. You were everything in my life. You're one of the few people that know the real me, and will stick around anyway. you always made me laugh in the stupidest ways possible. you could make washing dishes the funnest thing in the world. you're the only one that can talk me into packing my bags and roadtripping to canada for a weekend. i need you back in my life. Please. i miss my bestie.
And to Carissa:
I dont know if you'll read this but... i miss you. i miss our stupid conversations. i miss playing Dr. Phil with you and brian in random bathrooms. i wish i could take everything i said back. you'll always have a spot under "best friend" in my life. i hope one of these days you'll forgive me for being so selfish.
i love each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart.
goodnight world
-brea
Good day;
Todayyyyy,
I had those damn MCA tests. dumbdumbdumb.
my hairrrr didnt work allll day so i wore a hat around town xD ahhhh good times
btw,
the only hat i own is the same color as my hair....... that worked.
so that was a little weirdddd.
uhm,
after schoolio i walked around town.
saw some people.
made a new best friend =D
his name's dave. he's the coolest.
ummm.... iiiii went shopping and bought like 2560238 pounds of makeup.
then i came home to my lovelyyyy dogggg that bites my ankles.
=]
lovelylovelylovely
-brea
Monday, April 13, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Good night;
Twas a good Easter.
Even though i totally lost the REAL meaning of today,
i spent the majority of it with my best friend Steph Stich.
First, we did our hair&makeup fer nooo reason xD took some pics, none of them worked out though.
Second, We ate chickennnn and salads with her family.
Thirdlyyy, We stole the TV from her brotherrrr but we ended up eating those booze flavored chocolates and then giggling about nothing fer everrrrrr.
Then we went on the interweb and called like 259762 people xD
And then... it was magical,
We took out all the paint and the sketchpads, pictionary and Fact or Crap, we spread out all the pencilsss and brushessss and got to work.
We drew eachother
finger painted
made decisions about our future
It was a really good night.
Even though i totally lost the REAL meaning of today,
i spent the majority of it with my best friend Steph Stich.
First, we did our hair&makeup fer nooo reason xD took some pics, none of them worked out though.
Second, We ate chickennnn and salads with her family.
Thirdlyyy, We stole the TV from her brotherrrr but we ended up eating those booze flavored chocolates and then giggling about nothing fer everrrrrr.
Then we went on the interweb and called like 259762 people xD
And then... it was magical,
We took out all the paint and the sketchpads, pictionary and Fact or Crap, we spread out all the pencilsss and brushessss and got to work.
We drew eachother
finger painted
made decisions about our future
It was a really good night.
Happy Easter
oh yea:
Today, im going to my faggoty ass gramma's house. =[
noooooo
she smells like baby powder and old soup.
oooh goddddd save me D=
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmm mmm bunnys.
-brea
Today, im going to my faggoty ass gramma's house. =[
noooooo
she smells like baby powder and old soup.
oooh goddddd save me D=
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmm mmm bunnys.
-brea
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Wow;
It seems whenever i'm truely happy with the world,
the world goes to shit.
last night after talking to Cathrine i was like HELL YEAAAHHH i love life!!!
and then i went to school with the same attitude and people just spit in my face.
i was ignored all day.
whenever people did talk to me, they were all mysterious.
like they'd tell me something but then not tell me why. or who. or how!?
like... idk.
steph was all "chris isn't sorry" and im like....... fer what? and i got no answer.
jordan was all "this guy reallyreally likes you" im like.... who? and i got no answer.
allllll charley said was "exactly"............. seriously? like... really?
ugh.
whatever. =/
the world goes to shit.
last night after talking to Cathrine i was like HELL YEAAAHHH i love life!!!
and then i went to school with the same attitude and people just spit in my face.
i was ignored all day.
whenever people did talk to me, they were all mysterious.
like they'd tell me something but then not tell me why. or who. or how!?
like... idk.
steph was all "chris isn't sorry" and im like....... fer what? and i got no answer.
jordan was all "this guy reallyreally likes you" im like.... who? and i got no answer.
allllll charley said was "exactly"............. seriously? like... really?
ugh.
whatever. =/
Monday, April 6, 2009
FUTURE here i come;
So, i just got off the phone with Cathrine.
We just got supersuper excited about life.
We're bringing back our clothing line (EKK) with a little more pizzaz =D
We're starting up our music industry again =D
We're going to GET INTO school. Totally. =D
We're looking into that college for tattoo artistry in lousiana. =D
We're planning 3 roadtrips for the summer. =D
We're planning on getting summer jobs. (flexible summer jobs) =D
We're bringing back the old brea-cathrine combo.
look out world
we're gunna kick your ass.
-breaaaaa
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
We just got supersuper excited about life.
We're bringing back our clothing line (EKK) with a little more pizzaz =D
We're starting up our music industry again =D
We're going to GET INTO school. Totally. =D
We're looking into that college for tattoo artistry in lousiana. =D
We're planning 3 roadtrips for the summer. =D
We're planning on getting summer jobs. (flexible summer jobs) =D
We're bringing back the old brea-cathrine combo.
look out world
we're gunna kick your ass.
-breaaaaa
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
=/
i miss those days. i've done stupid things in my life, but i ever lost friends because of it. Now i have. Im sorry im not perfect. I'm sorry you're not perfect. I just want to go back to a time where all we did was laugh and have fun together. No lies. No third wheels. No drama. Why does everything always have to be so complicated!? After everything that happened, I don't regret a single word. I dont regret a single day. I never thought i could doubt the term "Best friend"
=[
suck.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
My heart was stolen (story time)
So, i havent blogged in like FEREVER.
So here you gooooo creepers:
Last night... omg. I can't even explain how mindblowingly epic it was.
It was the day of Carissa's birthday party
I woke up and told myself "be happayyyy with everything today. it'll be great."
so i was all smiles until i did the worst thing possible.
I had this whole elaborate plan to pick up the most amazing boy everrrr and go to the party.
So, whilst i was basking in the sunlight of the afternoon,
I sent my Carissa's boyfriend a text asking to have a truce for today. No fighting, No drama, FOR CARISSA since you know... the birthday. If you don't know Brian, He is UNBELIEVABLY self-centered. He uninvited me. He had the nerve to tell me carissa wasnt my friend anymore, even though HE CANT CONTROLE HER. sorry, it's not your call, retard.
I was crying for a good 10 minutes when my sister called. She told me she couldnt go, which meant no party. no amazing boy. no saturday night out.
Blahblahblah, i was sooo pissed.
So i gave up. I was like FUCK THE WORLDDDDD AHHHHHHHHH.
So i was texting brian YOURE WORTHLESS and he was texting back YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS and im like SUCK DICK blahblahblah. it was hilarious.
Then my sister called again. Told me it was back on. My heart almost exploded. I was sooo happy. i called up Ryan<3 and told him the night was back onnn and we were going to crash the party.
(now i'll paraphrase)
Got ready, Left.
Got lost in a foreign town.
Found Ryan's house.
Won the Yellow game.
Heart explosions holding hands with Ryan.
Arrived at carissa's party.
Guitar heroooooo (i sucked)
Random Camera's going off in your faceee.
Kate got her heart broken TWICE.
My heart was stolen.
Mitch took the xbox back.
Most of the people left.
(I was happy, Ryan was still there)
We rolled around on the floor and people took pictures of us at the worst time xD
Ryan's ride home left.
We calledcalledcalled everyone with a car. No luck.
He had to call his mommmyyyy
I felt sooo bad.
He got in trouble D=
I didnt want him to leave though. I'm kinda happy his ride left, otherwise i couldn't have stayed with him for as long as i did.
But im still sad his parents are nazi's.
I might have found my romeo. =]
And no, it's not Tiffiny.
haha
I love you allllll.
-brea
So here you gooooo creepers:
Last night... omg. I can't even explain how mindblowingly epic it was.
It was the day of Carissa's birthday party
I woke up and told myself "be happayyyy with everything today. it'll be great."
so i was all smiles until i did the worst thing possible.
I had this whole elaborate plan to pick up the most amazing boy everrrr and go to the party.
So, whilst i was basking in the sunlight of the afternoon,
I sent my Carissa's boyfriend a text asking to have a truce for today. No fighting, No drama, FOR CARISSA since you know... the birthday. If you don't know Brian, He is UNBELIEVABLY self-centered. He uninvited me. He had the nerve to tell me carissa wasnt my friend anymore, even though HE CANT CONTROLE HER. sorry, it's not your call, retard.
I was crying for a good 10 minutes when my sister called. She told me she couldnt go, which meant no party. no amazing boy. no saturday night out.
Blahblahblah, i was sooo pissed.
So i gave up. I was like FUCK THE WORLDDDDD AHHHHHHHHH.
So i was texting brian YOURE WORTHLESS and he was texting back YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS and im like SUCK DICK blahblahblah. it was hilarious.
Then my sister called again. Told me it was back on. My heart almost exploded. I was sooo happy. i called up Ryan<3 and told him the night was back onnn and we were going to crash the party.
(now i'll paraphrase)
Got ready, Left.
Got lost in a foreign town.
Found Ryan's house.
Won the Yellow game.
Heart explosions holding hands with Ryan.
Arrived at carissa's party.
Guitar heroooooo (i sucked)
Random Camera's going off in your faceee.
Kate got her heart broken TWICE.
My heart was stolen.
Mitch took the xbox back.
Most of the people left.
(I was happy, Ryan was still there)
We rolled around on the floor and people took pictures of us at the worst time xD
Ryan's ride home left.
We calledcalledcalled everyone with a car. No luck.
He had to call his mommmyyyy
I felt sooo bad.
He got in trouble D=
I didnt want him to leave though. I'm kinda happy his ride left, otherwise i couldn't have stayed with him for as long as i did.
But im still sad his parents are nazi's.
I might have found my romeo. =]
And no, it's not Tiffiny.
haha
I love you allllll.
-brea
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